.hypocrite.lunatic.fanatic.heretic.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
Welcome to my life..
Welcome to my life...
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a fag spat at 6:36 AM x
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Monday, November 01, 2004
she was still tat cold
as though nth had happen
as though all tis was juz a passing by
came n left
no idea wad ruins she had caused
its alrite
it was the past
i shud leave it behind since it was the PAST
okok.. heartless of me?
i dunno
bud since she had NO intention of turnin back
y shud i water a dead flower?
its gone n its dead
it was all for an act
i juz realised smth
smth tat i trusted her unknowingly
bud i found out smth fishy
another part of its story
so either 1 is lying
i dunno hu though
n i cant be bothered animore
since she is tat kind of person
i dunn wanna bother animore
since she dosent want aniting to do me wif animore
no strings attached
no arm forced
=) she dosent deserve me
big day tml
start of my Os
im still memerising all the years n points
wish me luck~ haha
i feel much happier todae!
thanks manda! u were a great counsellor!
haha good luck to u too!
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a fag spat at 11:57 PM x
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